a special rain

I still remember that wednesday morning
It was raining as it has never before
I saw a girl dancing in that rain
I just asked god to rain even more




I had never seen such a gorgeous face
and what to say about her long wet hairs
Her smiling lips and her very beautiful eyes
All this was just like a lovely nightmare



I was helpless to help myself
She started occupying my heart and brain
I started finding her in my dreams
and I could feel her flowing into my veins



My simple life was not any more simple
I was totally in love with her
and there was no any other options for me
I expressed my feelings without any fear



I waited the whole night for the next day to come
I was knowing, it could be the best day of my life
but it couldn't be, she rejected me and my love
I was finding her words even sharper than a knife



My life didn't remained as it was earlier
It became even more worst
It was hard for me to accept her refusal
She completely ended all my thirsts



I finally realized that its not the end of my life
Life never stops it was just a part of it
Sadness is all around and happiness is very rare
Then I decided to find happiness out of every bit



Atleast this lesson in my life taught me one thing
Its the beauty of heart not the beauty of face
which can make our life even more beautiful
And we can survive longer in the life's race

my special mom

When I came into this beautiful world
I was having nothing in my hand
It was my mom who made my life possible
Where everyone was fighting for a single piece of land



I was just six months old
and I was able to identify my mom
Whenever she used to hold me and squeeze
Every time I felt this world very warm



I grew up with time
but her eyes were the same as it was earlier
I could see the same love for me
and that was not going to change it was very clear



All the time she was there for me
whether I was happy or I was sad
Her love and care is so true and pure
that stops me from doing anything bad



When I see any worries in her eyes
I start finding this world without any joy
My heart starts feeling a very strange pain
and that forces me to behave like a small boy



When I see her smiling face
I find my childhood days back again
that gives me all the happiness of this world
and that drives my life to make some gain



When I think about my life in future
I get scared when I don't see her face
It would become very difficult for me
and I won't be able to survive in any race